Nowhere in particular. Just haven’t been blogging much.
But why? It’s not really like I’m out of things to talk about, but most of the time I just don’t get the time to actually sit down and write them out. This lack of time is mainly because of the whole process of having to apply to different universities and then worrying about how to sort of prepare myself for the many entrances I must give for them.
Next year, I may or may not be here at home. That’s because I might venture outside my hometown to take up higher studies. And to be able to get in somewhere, I must work towards it. Basically, I’m quite jittery about the not-so-far future. There are, of course, quite a few questions in my mind. Like, will I be a better academician/researcher or corporate worker? Should I even think of being a corporate woman? Will I ever be able to check all those papers if I become a Professor? Can I handle irritating students/co-workers? Can I handle annoying colleagues? Will I not fall asleep on a desk-job? Won’t the corporate world be too practical for me? Won’t the intellectual world be too serious for me?
Okay, I’m not that confused! I’ve answered quite a few of those questions already. So ya…I’m not that confused *I’m not, I’m not, I’m not*
Well, answers are being found to many questions on a frequent basis. Answers are changing depending on my mood. But I think I’m leaning more towards one of the two already.
Oh dear! What am I going to be when I grow up? Never thought it’d be so confusing! *sigh*